- in Unite
Why do you struggle? This is a great question.
Here’s one suggestion, not always the answer perhaps, but one suggestion nonetheless.
Perhaps you remain beclouded so that you read, think, experience, and learn things that bring you closer to the truth (also sometimes called God). Forcing you to slow down and reorient–to get your values and focus correctly aligned.
If you weren’t groping, you would just be on auto-pilot and remain unaware or stuck where you are.
At some point, your focus on God — after enough suffering — may become consistent enough that you don’t need the negatives to keep you moving toward him/her.
Just a thought….